My problem is learning how to get in trouble. Learning how to get into trouble seems like a valuable thing and I don’t think it is possible to try and resolve things troubling or problematic in the work. Letting go in the moment, being present in the moment and letting go is probably the hardest thing to do for me and I don’t think that is about resolution. It is about allowing. Trouble is an odd word because what is the most trouble or problematic in the work could be the thing in the work that is the most valuable. Trusting intuition is hard. Trusting what can’t be said is hard. And get into trouble in the first place is hard. I want to learn to possess my trouble.